I came to see you. [ he hopes Peter won't just teleport away. He'd really rather actually have this conversation than avoid the man any longer. ] If you checked your text messages, you might know that.
[ He glances over at the comm device sitting on the counter next to his Walkman, almost guiltily; he keeps his gaze averted and pulls his hand through his hair. ]
Look, I-- [ His voice cracks, and he stops himself, swallows thickly. ] I'm sorry, okay? I don't-- I don't have anything else I can tell you.
I rest my case. You felt those things, but they were not your feelings.
I know it's probably a lot more muddled from your perspective, but for me, it's pretty cut and dry. If you really wanted me dead, you wouldn't have jumped off the bridge.
Peter, I'm a wizard. I have to deal with demons and psychics and ghosts and all sorts of nasty shit. If I dropped my friends every time something that wasn't supposed to be in their heads got in there and messed with them, I'd be very lonely indeed.
It's not all bad. Sometimes I actually have a day where I don't get interrupted with some kind of crazy supernatural occurrence that needs investigated or researched or whatever.
Edited (jfc what happened to my ability to type) 2015-03-02 19:20 (UTC)
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Look, I-- [ His voice cracks, and he stops himself, swallows thickly. ] I'm sorry, okay? I don't-- I don't have anything else I can tell you.
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It was, though. I remember all of it. I was mad as fuck, and then I pulled a goddamn knife on you--
[ He breaks off again, making a frustrated noise. ]
Just-- I'm sorry. It's all I've got.
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Sorry is enough. I forgive you.
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-- You really shouldn't. I mean, I-- I seriously wanted to kill you.
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Do you want to kill me now?
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No. Christ, of course not.
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I know it's probably a lot more muddled from your perspective, but for me, it's pretty cut and dry. If you really wanted me dead, you wouldn't have jumped off the bridge.
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-- That's seriously it? You forgive me just like that? I tried to friggin' stab you, dude.
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... Guess I know who I'm not gonna visit in their natural habitat.
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Oh, wow, a whole day? Don't let yourself get spoiled, there, Maxwell. You'll get lazy.
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I know, I know. Heaven forbid.
... So are we cool now?
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I mean, that's mostly up to you, man, seein' as how you weren't the one who went all Norman Bates.
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We're cool.
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... Thanks. Not sure I deserve it, but-- thanks.
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Besides, without you, I'd have no one to make pop culture references with.
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Pretty sure there's, like a world full of people you can pop culture at, bro.
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Nice to know you're not after me just 'cause of my good looks, or whatever.
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[ For a second, he kind of-- looks at Charlie, frowning. Then, hesitantly, ]
-- You're-- okay, right? I know I got in a couple of good hits...
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