[ Kasumi stays silent through his words, listening, watching him speak with such a strength that she finds she really, really admires. Because the story he tells isn't in the least bit a happy one; Kasumi still trembles at the thought of talking about Keiji to anyone. She bites down on her lip as he goes on, her brow creasing in sympathy, and by the end of it tears are welling up in her eyes.
Because Charlie has been through so much--he's been alive three times as long as she has been, even--and she's been so caught up in her own affairs, in her own memories of times that she'll never be able to return to that she couldn't see what she'd put him through, that she'd made herself a ghost to him when she hadn't meant to become anyone's ghost.
A ghost is what Keiji is to her, by now; no matter how much she wishes for it to be otherwise, memories of him only remind her more and more that he's gone. That there won't be any more memories going into his graybox, no more opportunities for that.
And it isn't right for her to rob Charlie and the others, to rob herself that opportunity when she's alive. ]
Charlie--
[ And that's all she manages to get out before her voice is choked out by a sob, and she raises a hand to cover her mouth as another one escapes. And then another. And probably, another, until she finally manages to breathe out a thank you in between. ]
[ He wraps his arms around her shoulders and draws her close. This isn’t the first time she cried all over him, and as much as he wishes, it’s unlikely this will be the last. He’ll hold her for as long as she needs. ]
[ it's all at once liberating yet perplexing how easily Kasumi can bare her emotions when it's Charlie. She couldn't even bring herself to really cry in front of Shepard the first time she went into Keiji's graybox.
Luckily it's only a few short moments of quietly crying against Charlie's shoulder before she manages to calm herself down, at which point, she tries her very hardest to be chipper playful Kasumi. ]
--Just, don't tell anyone how much I've cried in front of you, okay?
[ When she looks up and sees the tears brimming in his eyes, she reaches up, cupping his cheeks with her hands, her own lips trembling because she doesn't want to break again, not when Charlie could use someone to lean on, too. ]
This is why you're literally the best.
[ She brushes her thumb against his cheek. ]
Thank you, so much. And I'm sorry. For everything.
gdi charlie stop making her cry
Because Charlie has been through so much--he's been alive three times as long as she has been, even--and she's been so caught up in her own affairs, in her own memories of times that she'll never be able to return to that she couldn't see what she'd put him through, that she'd made herself a ghost to him when she hadn't meant to become anyone's ghost.
A ghost is what Keiji is to her, by now; no matter how much she wishes for it to be otherwise, memories of him only remind her more and more that he's gone. That there won't be any more memories going into his graybox, no more opportunities for that.
And it isn't right for her to rob Charlie and the others, to rob herself that opportunity when she's alive. ]
Charlie--
[ And that's all she manages to get out before her voice is choked out by a sob, and she raises a hand to cover her mouth as another one escapes. And then another. And probably, another, until she finally manages to breathe out a thank you in between. ]
oops sorry
[ He wraps his arms around her shoulders and draws her close. This isn’t the first time she cried all over him, and as much as he wishes, it’s unlikely this will be the last. He’ll hold her for as long as she needs. ]
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Luckily it's only a few short moments of quietly crying against Charlie's shoulder before she manages to calm herself down, at which point, she tries her very hardest to be chipper playful Kasumi. ]
--Just, don't tell anyone how much I've cried in front of you, okay?
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What are you talking about? I've never seen you cry.
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This is why you're literally the best.
[ She brushes her thumb against his cheek. ]
Thank you, so much. And I'm sorry. For everything.
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I know. I... I know, it's just... Back home, Charlie, no one knew I existed. No one's supposed to know I exist, or something bad could happen.
[ Like the batarians waging war on the Alliance. ]
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But right now the worst thing that happens from my knowing you is that the beer in my fridge keeps mysteriously vanishing.
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Or blood all over your carpet.
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[ Her hands drop from his face to his shoulders. ]
You know this is going to be really dangerous. And a lot more sneaking around... Steve--he's switching things up a little bit.
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I'm going to enchant the shit out of your hideout.
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You're going to enchant the shit out of my hideout.
I love it. And I love you, for doing that.
[ So hi, have a Kasumi hug. ]
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God dammit, I missed you.
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They are pretty much dating. ]
I missed you and your stupidly pretty face so much, too.
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You think I'm pretty?
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Uh, yeah. Prettier than Cap, even.
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And his shoulder-to-waist ratio is insane. He's like one of those triangular chip things--nachos. He's like a nacho.
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